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01/26/2003 Entry: "Homesick"

HOMESICK. There are hard days. Like today. Like every Sunday. When I miss home more than ever. I wake up and feel heavy yet empty. Thought it would get easier, but thinking about two more months like this -- it just doesn't make me feel any better. The gym is my friend, my only friend. It's quite pathetic. Sometimes I appreciate this freedom, this solitude, but I've had enough of it and I'm tired.

Je me sens vide et triste. Je ne sais pas si je peux rester ici deux mois de plus. C'est difficile quand on est seul. Il n'y a rien à faire, personne ne me parle. Samedi prochain, j'aurai 26 ans, mais je crois ça sera encore un jour de tristesse pour moi. J'espère que ma famille est ici avec moi. Ils me manquent beaucoup. Garry me manque beaucoup.